Into the bliss is were I wish I was. My site showed me , a me I’m not ready to acknowledge. The truth turned me into a prisoner and took my freedom. I live under water because the surface and the open sky are a never ending film of a life I was supposed to live but I grew poison that destroyed and consumed the beauty it once presented. The ocean is my sanctuary even though it once was a grave for me to hide my mistakes and my fears. Now I’m buried with them and each day I’m sinking low with no sign of ever raising like a phoenix.
Blank pages with history unwritten,Memories forgotten. Fear conquered. The pages told a story of the love that used to govern us. The shared vision that we all used to share. That once united us and help us bring peace in this lost world. The pages told a story about courage that we so lack today. It wasn’t about me or you but the community. We lived and loved each other like we are a related. You were my strength and I was yours. I would lay my life down if it benefited the nation. This is a story of our struggle heroes.
You are a dark spot on the shoreline I can’t see it, but I know you’re smiling and the ocean is trying to swallow you whole but you laugh at me for trying to save you.With waves lapping at your shins.I still can’t see it.But you’re still smiling.You are a dark spot under water.There are shadows pulling you in undertow of regret, pain, and wanting and if you let me I would give you my lungs
I’m a shadow of a legend. A woman whose voices echoes in the wind. A woman who conquered the world without a sweat. A woman who gracefully forgave and never let her foes change her. A woman who put everyone before her own needs. A woman who loved truly and whole heartedly. A woman who had faith and courage. A woman who spoke hope to those who listened. How I wish I wasn’t a shadow of myself
I want to know the depths behind his furrowed frown Take in his mind, swallow his thoughts, and knowing them, drown. And as I take him in, know all the places he’s been to live all the lives he has lived, to sin all the sins he has sinned. Nightly I memorize his geography with my touch to breath…